Heart Attack

Okay, my heart just nearly popped out of my mouth.

I am talking to John [my sister's 17/18 year-old friend] on Facebook.

Once again, he brings up my search for a boyfriend.

I mention how I've had absolutely no luck.

He mentions how 2 weeks ago, his gf broke up with him.

Then, he says: So, since I'm single and you are single, why not give us a shot? I mean you can tell your friends that you are dating a senior, and you'd be very popular :]



Me: Wait what?! Haha very funny.

John: ...

Me: You were kidding, right?

John: Yeah.

Me: Okay haha you scared me...

fast forward wayy into the conversation



Me: Well yeah I have to go help my mom with dinner.

John: Why? Can't you tell your sister to do it? We never get to talk.

Me: Uhm, well she's not exactly here right now so I have to go.

John: Fine, but get back on later so we can talk some more :]

I don't know if I've mentioned this before, but I used to have the hotts for him. Haha.

Even though he's just kidding when he talks to me and tells me weird stuff like "Oh, my girlfriend dumped me because I pushed her too hard to have sex" and "Someone's gonna grab your ass tomorrow [at the youth thing I'm going to], and you are gonna get pissed, but at the same time turned on."

He is random and weird [in a good way] and crazyy. He scares me. He's awesome.